So Many Dead Letters

So many dead letters dance across
So many dead pages dance,
The letters into words, meaningless,
Unless their ink turn to blood.
I won’t be
What you want me to be,
I won’t ever fucking change,
I won’t ever fit in this life that you have envisioned for me,
I won’t ever be the you that you never got to be.
I have my own mind now,
I have my own life now,
So you can take back the ones you forced me into.
Unlock these chains,
Unlock these manacles,
Unlock this collar.
Let me be free
For the first time
In Eternity.